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confusing depression

i just want to fly to see how it feels to be free
singing on
dancing wild
loosing it
letting out.

pouring rain splattering on my heart
ocean breezes blowing on my strength
slow and steady it’s all been drilling a whole inside
unseen unnoticed and now i face it, an abyss.

a big wild wild animal feeding on to my anger swallowed
i’ve been sighing for too long
holding back for too long
even the birds are now holding their breaths
a moment of fire might open it’s wings.

and i just want to hit it
to let go
to fight
to scream
to burn in feelings once more
oh there’s none.

failed to make a connection
emotions are there, i cant feel them
sweet melody no rhythm
moving picture
no colour

i still believe but the faith is dead
i still dream but the hope is dead
i roam freely but im chained
independent, behind the bars.

can you wake me up for the day?
can you wake me up for the night?
can you wake me up for the life?
can you make me feel alive?

open eyes but i am asleep
aching heart but im not in love
i am lost, want to be found
can you do and be around?

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  1. dezilife reblogged this from mamyjazz and added:
    Nice!!
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